又再一次把难过独自吞进肚子里了～
算了吧～下次再试。
今天一到学校就期待着体育节的到来...想借着运动来发泄...
果然，没让我失望 :)
忘我地跟朋友们玩羽球...还翘课跑去玩～wow 学坏了呀:P～
对手换了一个又一个～算算下我最少跟了6个人玩♥♥
整个身体可以讲是软完～
玩球时，我笑了 =) 朋友们，下次再继续！
回到家，睡午觉时，背后很痛 -.- 本人老了。
最后，给你，对不起对我来说已经是没感觉了。所以，别在做错事后跟我说这话。我，不会忘记你做了什么。别奢望我不把它当一回事。
22.7.11
Short post
原来我还是不会跟人诉说心事...
又再一次把难过独自吞进肚子里了～
算了吧～下次再试。
今天一到学校就期待着体育节的到来...想借着运动来发泄...
果然，没让我失望 :)
忘我地跟朋友们玩羽球...还翘课跑去玩～wow 学坏了呀:P～
对手换了一个又一个～算算下我最少跟了6个人玩♥♥
整个身体可以讲是软完～
玩球时，我笑了 =) 朋友们，下次再继续！
回到家，睡午觉时，背后很痛 -.- 本人老了。
又再一次把难过独自吞进肚子里了～
算了吧～下次再试。
今天一到学校就期待着体育节的到来...想借着运动来发泄...
果然，没让我失望 :)
忘我地跟朋友们玩羽球...还翘课跑去玩～wow 学坏了呀:P～
对手换了一个又一个～算算下我最少跟了6个人玩♥♥
整个身体可以讲是软完～
玩球时，我笑了 =) 朋友们，下次再继续！
回到家，睡午觉时，背后很痛 -.- 本人老了。
11.7.11
The Real of Me
Leo is a constellation that always has a bright face,passion,ohm and appears gorgeous. So am I..opps :x
But...you will never know what's hiding inside them indeed...Let me tell you about this =)
They don't like to share their things as they think people are not interested in it..so it's unnecessary to share.
As you observed me more,you'll find that there are tears in my eyes..
As you see through my heart,you'll see a broken heart with plasters over it..
As you touched my heart,you'll find out blood flowing out from it..
Yea..this call sorrow.
朋友说我不把真实心情写在这，那只好写一篇真正关于我的post.
我！其实是难过的...
当你仔细观察我，你会发现我眼角有泪；
当你看透我的心，你会看到一颗破碎的心；
当你不小心碰到它，它会流血。
平时的我总是脸带笑容，而笑容也是我骄傲的地方:)
它很甜，牙齿也不错...oopss对不起，我又自恋了～我说过如果没有酱的我，你们的生活会很闷的..至少能弄到你们无奈地笑 ;)
重点是为了你们,我笑到鱼尾纹都有啦=(
但你们知道吗，离开人群后的我，是孤单的。
我没有一个能完全敞开心房说心事的朋友，觉得自己很可悲，心里充满了忧伤。
不是你们的错，是我自己的隐藏。觉得你们对我的事没兴趣，所以没必要说。
那我就只说一遍。
对，家的确是我的死穴。
我，想要有人发觉我的忧伤；
而不是自己到处张扬说自己有多可怜，有多难过，有多需要安慰。
可是别人没必要酱关心我吧？
我，不想一直是那个开解人，安慰人，逗人笑的小丑；
我想要有人抱着我，让我哭，拍我的头，告诉我说：“It's ok.”
可是我是谁？没必要要人家酱费心安慰我吧？
别人理你是人情，不理你是道理。
我，想要有人疼！我喜欢人家摸我的头，sayang我，因为我需要=(
你们能多注意吴晓琪其实是没有酱开心么？
她的笑都是假的，她的乐观只是为了遮盖她的悲观，她的笑只是在隐藏她的泪，她之所以sampat只是为了隐藏她破碎的心。
朋友对我来说很重要，因为我的家并不完美。
只有在朋友面前，你能看到笑的我。
感谢你们的出现，喜欢的和不喜欢的，因为你们我才活得更有意义。
就酱__我的真实内心。第一次，也是最后一次 :)
But...you will never know what's hiding inside them indeed...Let me tell you about this =)
They don't like to share their things as they think people are not interested in it..so it's unnecessary to share.
As you observed me more,you'll find that there are tears in my eyes..
As you see through my heart,you'll see a broken heart with plasters over it..
As you touched my heart,you'll find out blood flowing out from it..
Yea..this call sorrow.
朋友说我不把真实心情写在这，那只好写一篇真正关于我的post.
我！其实是难过的...
当你仔细观察我，你会发现我眼角有泪；
当你看透我的心，你会看到一颗破碎的心；
当你不小心碰到它，它会流血。
平时的我总是脸带笑容，而笑容也是我骄傲的地方:)
它很甜，牙齿也不错...oopss对不起，我又自恋了～我说过如果没有酱的我，你们的生活会很闷的..至少能弄到你们无奈地笑 ;)
重点是为了你们,我笑到鱼尾纹都有啦=(
但你们知道吗，离开人群后的我，是孤单的。
我没有一个能完全敞开心房说心事的朋友，觉得自己很可悲，心里充满了忧伤。
不是你们的错，是我自己的隐藏。觉得你们对我的事没兴趣，所以没必要说。
那我就只说一遍。
对，家的确是我的死穴。
爸爸，对我来说，陌生？哦，啊，嗯是我们平时的对话。
他说我和妹妹们是他的宝贝..那妈妈呢？你的佣人？
宝贝？对不起，妹妹们可能接受。可是我，遗传了你的性格，听下就好，我没放在心。
我不了解，妹妹们甚至是妈妈，为什么会原谅你所做的一切？
喝醉酒是理由？没听说过酒后吐真言吗？
你说阿嫲死后你要搬回家乡。难道我们的家是以阿嫲为支柱？
你能不要我，可是你不能不要妹妹和辛苦的妈妈。
一直在想，如果我是男的，或许能保护妈妈多一点...宁愿那些痛是打在我身上。
或许你改了，可是本人还没从那阴影走出来。原谅我还不能释怀。
主，也原谅我还没法原谅他。
9岁那年，家庭变了。小妹的出世。
一年...住了院整整一年。过着没有妈妈的日子一年。
一次又一次看着因为缺氧而快死掉的妹妹...没什么能比这个痛了。现在还会痛。
爸爸还问她为什么要出世。这是我最恨的一句话！看着现在的妹妹，你有没有后悔问她这句话？我很好奇。
如果ah bii 大了，突然想起爸爸问她的这句，会不会心痛？只能希望妹妹没记住这句。
小妹是除了妈妈以外，我最想保护的人。你们能不嫌弃她吵，嫌她好动，体会她所受的苦吗？
别怕，姐姐在这里 :)
最想回避的话题就是家。你们的爸爸妈妈有没有...会不会...我不喜欢这个。
每当一提及家，我的心就无比地痛...痛到喉咙去。我的心至今都还没被开启。
唯一庆幸的是，我认识了耶稣。祂就是我倾诉的对象，安慰我的对象，摸我的头告诉我没关系的神。感谢主。
所以芬，你是幸福的。父母和谐，妹妹健康。问题是你怎样看自己的问题。他们忽略你没关系，你自己珍惜自己就好。我反倒希望他忽略我，把爱分给妈妈。
我，想要有人发觉我的忧伤；
而不是自己到处张扬说自己有多可怜，有多难过，有多需要安慰。
可是别人没必要酱关心我吧？
我，不想一直是那个开解人，安慰人，逗人笑的小丑；
我想要有人抱着我，让我哭，拍我的头，告诉我说：“It's ok.”
可是我是谁？没必要要人家酱费心安慰我吧？
别人理你是人情，不理你是道理。
我，想要有人疼！我喜欢人家摸我的头，sayang我，因为我需要=(
你们能多注意吴晓琪其实是没有酱开心么？
她的笑都是假的，她的乐观只是为了遮盖她的悲观，她的笑只是在隐藏她的泪，她之所以sampat只是为了隐藏她破碎的心。
朋友对我来说很重要，因为我的家并不完美。
只有在朋友面前，你能看到笑的我。
感谢你们的出现，喜欢的和不喜欢的，因为你们我才活得更有意义。
就酱__我的真实内心。第一次，也是最后一次 :)
2.6.11
Renew
I'm here to renew my blog as I've said in the last post~
Well,as you all know,it's holidays now! But...it's quite long for me~ -__-
Nothing to do at home! Sleep,eat,bath,eat,sleep,bath,eat,play,sleep....ARGH! Boring wei!! >:(
Exam__hmm tough! 3 weeks wei~0.0 never thought that I'll be sitting exam for a long long period..sat for exam the whole 10days ++...non-stop having my exam..7.40am-1pm..EXAM EXAM EXAM~wow tension :x (physics huh? LOL) ..
but it's quite challenging for me :P It gave me the strength to study,burnt midnight's oil all 3 weeks..as the result,pimples grow around my face -.- feel that I'm a zombie during exam.. sleep, read, exam, read, sleep, exam..what a tedious life :/
So now just pray that my results won't be that bad~AMEN
Friends__只能说“有朋友真好” :') Just feel that my friends are all care about me. AMBIL BERAT! lol peribahasa pula xD No matter what happened,thanks u all for supporting me, sharing ur love with me, giving me a smile when I'm sad, scold me when I'm lost sometimes (yea,it's u..FEN), teaching me, criticizing me and so on..just can say THANK YOU and I LOVE YOU ALL~ ♥♥
Fen,Erl,Chun and Huang..all my babes~ I DO care u all...对不起一而再，再而三地让你们失望。it's just sometimes hard to balance both friendship and love..给我时间，让我慢慢做好你们希望我做的东西..可以吗？I ♥ you all! Jinjak!! Don't leave me even though I'm xxx, please~ =(
That's all for today__you can go back~lol my teacher tells me this at the end of every tuition class x) BYE ♥
Well,as you all know,it's holidays now! But...it's quite long for me~ -__-
Nothing to do at home! Sleep,eat,bath,eat,sleep,bath,eat,play,sleep....ARGH! Boring wei!! >:(
Exam__hmm tough! 3 weeks wei~0.0 never thought that I'll be sitting exam for a long long period..sat for exam the whole 10days ++...non-stop having my exam..7.40am-1pm..EXAM EXAM EXAM~wow tension :x (physics huh? LOL) ..
but it's quite challenging for me :P It gave me the strength to study,burnt midnight's oil all 3 weeks..as the result,pimples grow around my face -.- feel that I'm a zombie during exam.. sleep, read, exam, read, sleep, exam..what a tedious life :/
So now just pray that my results won't be that bad~AMEN
Friends__只能说“有朋友真好” :') Just feel that my friends are all care about me. AMBIL BERAT! lol peribahasa pula xD No matter what happened,thanks u all for supporting me, sharing ur love with me, giving me a smile when I'm sad, scold me when I'm lost sometimes (yea,it's u..FEN), teaching me, criticizing me and so on..just can say THANK YOU and I LOVE YOU ALL~ ♥♥
Fen,Erl,Chun and Huang..all my babes~ I DO care u all...对不起一而再，再而三地让你们失望。it's just sometimes hard to balance both friendship and love..给我时间，让我慢慢做好你们希望我做的东西..可以吗？I ♥ you all! Jinjak!! Don't leave me even though I'm xxx, please~ =(
That's all for today__you can go back~lol my teacher tells me this at the end of every tuition class x) BYE ♥
9.5.11
Mid-Term
Well..having mid-term now..3 weeks man!! O.O
Gonna burn midnight oil for over 20 nights! Borrow me some fuel oil please..
Just hope wont get panda eyes and pimplesss all around my face x(
My hand cramps because of today's BM paper...cool ._.
To myself : "stupid girl..just try your best!" (yea yea yea..try my best..but still hope can get good result mah >.<)
Gonna burn midnight oil for over 20 nights! Borrow me some fuel oil please..
Just hope wont get panda eyes and pimplesss all around my face x(
My hand cramps because of today's BM paper...cool ._.
To myself : "stupid girl..just try your best!" (yea yea yea..try my best..but still hope can get good result mah >.<)
To be continued___
9.4.11
Merentas Desa
Today my school had held an event called Joy Run / D'Perdana or whatever..
7am something reached school, then gathered at tapak perhimpunan..lined up bla bla bla..
then teachers gave us bread and mineral water.."makanlah nanti awk pengsan"heard this sentence everywhere..maybe we are too weak for teachers..
Bertolak__no.4 bus..cantik cantik punye bus..siape tau itulah bus yg bermasalah. -.-
It disappeared when the time we back -__-! my bottle still in the bus.. T^T no.4! I remember you! >:(
Cikgu,tolong jangan order company ini anymore.
Taman Wetland..a big leisure park. Walk till i wanna die. We WALKED for 1 and half hour. The LAST one xDD same with last year and we are proud of that x) Main point is SYAHBANDAR WON AGAIN!! Congratulation!!! :DD ♥♥
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My recent news:
Well, I am satisfied with my first test result..Straight As xD kakazz
2A+5A3A- Thank God!! and...I am da no.1 in B class~ (sorry, it seems that I am showing off.)
but the sad thing is nobody cares about no.1..
"who is no.1?"
"Xiao Qi.."
"oh~ no.2 leh? o.o"
wtf no.2 more important wah x(
Can't you all just give me a WELL DONE? :(
hmm THE END__♥
1.4.11
April Fool
1st of April, is such a wonderful day...
You can hear many unordinary things happen around you..
"eh..just now teacher xx find you..ask you to see her right now." or "your zip...!!"
and ended with "APRIL FOOL!!" xDD
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This year, I felt like wanna celebrate April Fool which I never celebrate before this..
so started searching for victimsss~ kakakazz
First thing I did was text my dearest baby and told her that I will absent today..
but she is a smart baby~tak kena pun :P ♥ ♥
Then many more..1,2,3,4,5 bla bla bla..continuing my mission lol x)
Love how they look stunned and "har??!" weee~ xDD
Well, I found out that I am a evil that love fooling around people..
For those kena, I am sorry!! >.<
but what to tell you all is.....you look funny!! muahahahaaa~
You can hear many unordinary things happen around you..
"eh..just now teacher xx find you..ask you to see her right now." or "your zip...!!"
and ended with "APRIL FOOL!!" xDD
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This year, I felt like wanna celebrate April Fool which I never celebrate before this..
so started searching for victimsss~ kakakazz
First thing I did was text my dearest baby and told her that I will absent today..
but she is a smart baby~tak kena pun :P ♥ ♥
Then many more..1,2,3,4,5 bla bla bla..continuing my mission lol x)
Love how they look stunned and "har??!" weee~ xDD
Well, I found out that I am a evil that love fooling around people..
For those kena, I am sorry!! >.<
but what to tell you all is.....you look funny!! muahahahaaa~
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